Lily Allen has made a shock confession about her past, revealing that when she was younger, she had many unwanted pregnancies and multiple abortions. “I would get pregnant all the time,” she told her friend and Miss Me? podcast co-host Miquita Oliver.

Allen’s cohost, Miquita Oliver, noted that she has also had five abortions over the years. “Lily, I’m so happy I can say that and you can say it and no one came to shoot us down. No judgment,” she commented. “We’ve had about the same amount of abortions.” The Grammy winner also recounted one of her experiences.